Harini hari hujan sedunia , or maybe thiz week is hari hujan sedunia .. tadi balik habis satu badan basah .. ohh but before that i've got some sweet story .. ohh well its sweet for me , cause susah nak dpt peluang mcm tuh .. hrm ma love tumpangkan payung die dkt aku .. sbb hujan kan , die tuh susah nak tegur aku ,, slalu tgk dari jauh atau senyum je .. tp tadi die say hi than terus tanye nk tumpang payung die ke ? than die terus rapat kan badan die dekat aku .. than kiteorg share payung :) aku happy sebab kiteorg jarang bercakap , kalau bercakap pun ade mase2 nye .. die lah ,, kalau die rase tak malu die tegur lah aku kalau die malu taklah die tegur kan .. hrmm aku rase aku dah jumpe org yg aku paling suke .. iaitu die .. sbb bile aku jalan atau sembang dgn die aku rase happy semacam je .. die pernah tanye aku dulu , aku suke siape ? than aku bagitau lah die yg aku suke dekat ........ aku nak bagitahu yg aku suke kt die jugak  tp nanti ape pulak die ckp kan .. tp aku rase mase tu mesti die dah tahu yg aku suke kt die , sbb one of ma crazy friend tahu yg aku suke kat die .. mesti budak tuh dah bagitahu die yg aku suke kat die .. hrmm , tapi kalau die dah tahu bagus lah .. tp die suke kat aku ke ? .. ntah lah ,, harap2 lah kan .. tapi kan die pandai , aku tak .. takkan lah die suke kat aku kan .. MUSTAHIL ! , hrmm dah brape hari aku tak jumpe mushimaro ,, hari ni die datang .. than aku senyum kt die terus die bagi tangan die kt aku .. than kiteorang bersalaman .. mase tu tuhan je tahu perasaan aku .. lame gile aku tak pegang tangan die yg lembut mcm perempuan iteww .. tp aku tak akan lupe bile die tarik tangan aku dan genggam tangan aku .. mase tuh kiteorg dh mcm pasangan kekasih dah .. tp sampai skarang aku masih tak tahu knape die buat mcm tuh .. bile kwn aku tanye die suke aku ke mase tuh , die cume ckp maybe?? die selalu buat aku syok sendiri lah .. urgh tension aku !!!! 


1/11/2011

Hi .. being busy lately .. exam nak dekat dah ... hurm takde cerite yg menarik i think, my opah is here ! im not that excited but my dad maybe .. so bored lately plus im bit stressed out .. but after exam's gonna be cool asss .. hrmm i miss ma sayang Jenna so much .. she went to China last holiday and she still in China .. but she'll be in Nz by tomorrow i guess nd im gonna meet her on thursday . can't wait :D .. hrm bout ma life , i think still the same .. bout ma loves hrmm dont have it ... i still love ma mushi forever .. i've noticed he's changed now .. i guess its because of hes new girlfriend .. but i herad they broke up already ? im not sure ,, but i think so they broke up , cause didnt see them together .. Okay forget bout him . now i wanna talk bout ma someone . his name is _ _ _ _ _ .. hes ma ex-boyfriend .. we still keep in touch , i dnt knw why .. kiteorg broke up pun sbb aku , i dnt knw wat happen to me that time .. i thought hes the same like the other stupid guy .. but i guess not ,, after we've broke up , kiteorg tak ckp ape2 pun .. sampai satu hari ni he add my skype email than we started chatting on skype . Ohh and he hve a girlfriend already .. but i still remember one thing from him that kinda sad for me , he said he still love me .. but im not sure he love as a wat ?? so we always spent time in skype . sometimes kite webcam kalau rindu2 kan .. haha ,, hrmm .. i've know him nearly 3 years .. he still the same , still mengade hehe .. everytime we chat he always said i love you and called me sayang? i wonder if he mean it or just for fun ... im so confussed about him right now .. i need someone to explain to me !! but if  he be ma boyfriend i promise i wont do the same thing that i did last time .. Assalammualaikum

31/10/2011